Arcana and I went to see Bella last night. Bella has this boyfriend she’s living with and I don’t think he likes Arcana and I too much when it comes to certain wolf qualities. He’s the only one who has ever “shh”ed me at a party and seems to always be afraid of breaking his apartment complex’s rules.

“Oh damn, it’s 10pm we have to get out of the pool RIGHT NOW!”
Me- “Hurry, before they snipe us!” (extremely sarcastically)

“You didn’t park in guest parking?! They are going to get me.”
Me- “’Look, there is a Pontiac in our empty parking lot. Let’s get him and fine him!’” (also extremely sarcastically)
Arcana- “Dude, they would just tow her car. Besides, the lot is EMPTY.”

“Don’t do that, you’ll get it on the floor.”
Me- “Oh no, now your cleaning lady will have to work for her money!” (Starting to see a pattern)

It’s becoming a game for Arcana and I. ;)

Arcana- "Hey hey, blare this when we pull up and park in resident parking."

.:[Music | Pink Floyd, Learning to Fly]:.
http://tryam.org/plagiat/PF_2.mp3

Wow... just... wow...

...

I need to seriously turn down the tunes. I find myself repeating the word “What” every two minutes. Hearing loss cannot be regained. Hopefully it is something simple such as perceptive sensory loss when if I just lay off the noise, I can focus more on hearing speech.

I’m going to turn the bass down to 2 and the volume shall stay at 50% or less. I hope I haven’t damaged my hearing already.

Music From Sand

Diego Stocco - Music From Sand from Diego Stocco on Vimeo.

Never thought I would see furries on this show...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HgzdozuQU-k

Wow... Death via being mauled at a furpile while tripping on shrooms... I thought only I would think of that.

I should watch Spike TV more often. Mansers is up next. ^w^

Have you ever had a bot jump on your IM while on Livejournal?!

harmlesssalmon: Homeopathy is pseudoscience.
freezinghot: Who are you?
harmlesssalmon: lol, the name is Zach, we have been setup though by a little gag
freezinghot: How so?
harmlesssalmon: did you just use digg or something similar?
freezinghot: Livejournal...
harmlesssalmon: that will explain what it was...
harmlesssalmon: happened to me once before, but I accused the guy of being an aimbot and he left before I actually figured out he was real
freezinghot: I have my IM viewable on Livejournal but how did you get my IM?
harmlesssalmon: I didnt
harmlesssalmon: this bot did
harmlesssalmon: and it got my aim
harmlesssalmon: and paired us up
harmlesssalmon: to me your Screen name is "PopularCoho"
freezinghot: ?! Wow... that's creepy... WHY? *headdesk*
freezinghot: you are harmlesssalmon
harmlesssalmon: lol
freezinghot: wooooow
harmlesssalmon: its kinda funny I think
harmlesssalmon: just an expirement to get random ppl to talk to eachother I guess
freezinghot: I think it's funny too but then I get worried...
harmlesssalmon: heh yeah

Went to the beach! It was burntacular. I went with my love’s sisters and my friend Sarah and her cousin. I was trying to get Arcanawulf but she was in the process of debugging her laptop.

We swam, sprawled, fed pigeons, caught hermit crabs, contracted sunburn, ate sammiches, and commandeered plants from the nature walk.

Oh and we found a fox. It was a sad sight though. It looked like a sandy version of a red fox. It wasn’t a red fox though… it looked like a desert fox of sorts... but it was so skinny and sick-looking, it was hard to tell what it was. It was out in the open in early evening just wandering around, completely un-alert. Its fur was matted and it just looked down-right miserable. My first assumption was rabies so I went to the nature center and alerted a park ranger. I wish I had more to that story but that’s all I know. Hope for the best for the lil’ guy.

(  Beach Pics[2] )

My man is crazed to get a tattoo "NEOW" so I pumped this out real quick before he picked something... else.



I can't wait to see it nested between his shoulder blades.

His reply upon seeing it:
"O my god baby girl DAMN I LOVE YOU ITS SOOOOOOOOOOOO FUCKING COOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLL I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I dont know what to say I like it so much I knew I could trust you with this thank you baby girl"

Too excited for punctuation. XD

11:00:00pm: I slumber.
1:32:00am: My cell rings. No one replies to my groggy "hell-o".
1:32:15am: My cell rings again. No one replies to my angry "HELL-o".
1:32:46am: My cell rings again. I pick up and wait.
1:33:00am: "GET ON THE BUS!" ("fuck you Danielle" in the background)
1:33:27am: I hang up and think about what just happened. She’s out with the guys until 5am again.
1:34:14am: I reply in a text. "Get ready for the early morning wakeup call from the working class. Im going to make you fucking hate me."
1:34:56am: I set my alarm for 7am and lay back down
1:35:02am: I close my eyes
1:35:48am: Reply text, "I love you. Chase made me do it."
1:36:00am: My reply, "Just hope you are ready."
1:37:33am: I wait.

tetris summation by Ken Wong

I need a new mindset. I have been in this creative pothole and I believe I have found a way to climb out.

1.)Freezinghot
She can’t go anywhere without creativity. She is my creative being and she is dying within’ me.

2.)Motive
I only art when I’m pinched to do so. I have no real motive to express my own creativity unless I am being paid to do so and that is sad.

3.)Feeding
I am going to take out some time and feed myself by exploring other artists and setting them in a spotlight instead of pulling out my year-old shit and going “lookit! I made it last year. See? See?!”

4.)DA and FA
Deathtraps. Yes I said deathtraps. Same shit different character. Fanart. Anime. Sex. I’m going to explore online personal galleries and places like Etsy and LEARN something about who/what I really am. This has nothing against those on FA/DA but you know what I’m talking about. It just gets… boring. Grow a little creatively.

Expect to see some artist spotlights in this journal.

-END

Arcana’s graduation celebration was AWESOME! Left 4 Dead and CAKE!

Freezinghot: Can I have ten McChickens?
Mysterious drivethru man: What?
Freezinghot: Can I have TEN McChickens?
Mysterious drivethru man: Sure. Anything else for you?
Freezinghot: Um, yeah. Can I also have ten McDoubles? I’m on a diet.

Gotta feed the horde. ;)

I get to see him again!

Today, I made a cake...

It was totally metal.



And delish. I'm never going into culinary arts...

Japanese shrimp sauce also known as "white sauce". Love that stuff. I found out how to make it for my chicken with rice at home.




Ingredients
1 cup mayonnaise
3 tablespoons white sugar
3 tablespoons rice vinegar
2 tablespoons melted butter
3/4 teaspoon paprika
3/8 teaspoon garlic powder

Alot's going on here too. My love has had enough of Florida and will be on his way back home Monday. I have mixed feelings about his coming. I mean, I finally get to see him again but he's also missing out on the oportunities that were set out for him there. But I'll take things as they come. Nothing I can do right now but play this song over and over in my head:

Rolling Stones, You Can't Always Get What You Want
http://www.fileden.com/files/2007/7/16/1270376/YouCantAlwaysGetWhatYouWant.mp3

I’ve been on this plant kick lately. I’ve been buying them and stringing them across my room. It really makes me happy. I think it’s a nurturing thing. Most of it is ivy because I love ivy.

I had to buy a bigger pot for my “indoor angel garden”. It’s made up of elephant-ear-looking-things, a grass/palm looking plant, a couple small indoor bushes and some more ivy. I spray painted the pot black because black is better, made the transfer, and set it up on my entertainment stand. Talk about dizzy fumes. I’m such an idiot. The cat likes it. He’s been in here since I brought in the pot. I think he likes it. Pot head… XD

I also have a newly discovered bagel addiction. *spirit fingers**jazzhands* I love them so much!

I'm going to go draw now...

It’s rainy. I have a headache. I’m listening to Finger Eleven’s album Greyest of Blue Skies. If you listen to them, you could very easily guess what mood I’m in.

I’m really lonely lately... Drowning myself in friends and family yet still missing the biggest relationship in my life... I really need him now. I’m changing too. I hope we don’t change too much.

I feel like a rotting wad of wasted talent. Did you know minimum wage is going to go up again? Yeah, to $7.25. If that’s the case, I’ll be making only a quarter over. Yeh… I work really hard and I am a very valuable worker but I feel VERY unappreciated. I’m going to google-map every graphic, advertising, and printing business between here and the ocean and throw myself at every one of them. I have all this skill and I’m working in CHICKEN at the bottom of the chain… What am I thinking? I’m better than all of this. I’ve had CUSTOMERS tell me that I am way too good for my job. It’s true. I’m better than this.

Yeah, I’m lonely. Yeah, I’m staggering. But I can do this. I need to crawl out of my lonely hole and grab the world by the balls. I’m going to get this job!

Listening to: Finger Eleven, Bones and Joints
http://www.fileden.com/files/2007/7/16/1270376/08fingerelevenbonesjoints.mp3

Similar to a scare originally found in Cambodia back in 2005, victims of a new strain of the swine flu virus H1N1 have been reported in London.

After death, this virus is able to restart the heart of it’s victim for up to two hours after the initial demise of the person where the individual behaves in extremely violent ways from what is believe to be a combination of brain damage and a chemical released into blood during “resurrection.”


The Netherlands confirms its first case of zombie swine flu, in a three-year-old boy recently returned from Mexico. After passing away early this morning, he rose from the dead and lunged at his mother.


The World Health Organization has raised the alert to phase six, its highest level, and advised governments to activate pandemic contingency plans.

Source: http://bouncewith.me.uk/europe/8027043.htm